[And he's just quiet at that, and he shakes his head again as though he's trying to dispel whatever thoughts are in there, and when that doesn't work he just...drops his gaze and keeps his head bowed once he's done so.
There's part of him that's fucking furious but the rest...god, he's never wanted to cry so much in his life, and the stupid thing is that he doesn't understand why and the stupider thing is that he doesn't think he could even if he tried to, so he just kind of stays like that for a moment, shaking his head again before he responds.]
...I think so.
[And that's too quiet, and he swears a little under his breath because Naki is deaf as hell and Tsukiyama knows he probably didn't catch that, so he starts over because that's just something he's accepted that he's going to have to do.]
I...Yes, I think so, just...forget that I said anything, do whatever you want, I don't care.
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There's part of him that's fucking furious but the rest...god, he's never wanted to cry so much in his life, and the stupid thing is that he doesn't understand why and the stupider thing is that he doesn't think he could even if he tried to, so he just kind of stays like that for a moment, shaking his head again before he responds.]
...I think so.
[And that's too quiet, and he swears a little under his breath because Naki is deaf as hell and Tsukiyama knows he probably didn't catch that, so he starts over because that's just something he's accepted that he's going to have to do.]
I...Yes, I think so, just...forget that I said anything, do whatever you want, I don't care.